Holy Cow

What a life, what a world, what craziness, what normality, what ridiculousness. I really shouldn't be this stressed out. God's in control of everything, and nothing is life and death; unless it's actually life and death. But my chemistry paper is not death, my amount of sleep is not death, my messy room isn't death, and my finals aren't death. So really I shouldn't be so grumpy and stressed. And yet I am.. isn't life funny?

I don't want to want an easy life. I want to be ok with changes and challenges and uncertainties. And yet it's so difficult. Ahhhhhhhhh........