Thursday, May 11, 2006

Woah

the thought of being a mom totally freaks me out. ARE YOU KIDDING ME!??!!??! Carrying another human being in your insides, birthing them, and then being responsible for the care and well-being of that individual??? holy cow. I had a dream last night that I was pregnant (I wasn't married) and that I was so upset because I couldn't go to medical school... and I woke up and was seriously so happy that I wasn't pregnant. It's a weird feeling. Probably only girls get it. Lol, do guys ever feel relieved that they aren't pregnant? I think it's definitely a girl thing. Rachel has a picture of one of her highschool friends and her baby on her desktop (that I'm using since I broke my computer), and it just freaks me out.

I would love to be a surrogate mom though. I told my mom that, and she kind of freaked out on me, "No you wouldn't Sarah I know you and you wouldn't." I thought that was kinda funny. In all theoreticalness, I would love to do that. Give a couple the chance to have a child of their own flesh and blood who otherwise couldn't? It's the ultimate giving of yourself - your body. Of course the giving of your life would be a little more extreme. I don't know, it's a thought. Any one out there need a kid? Call me.

Another thought - any one know how one goes about paying off about 40,000 grand in debt?

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I need a kid! Can you help me with that...

Friday, May 12, 2006 8:29:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh... and about the dept... you could charge for being the surrogate mom... that would be awesome... charge like 20,000 bucks a pop. We could be rich!!! or... you could be rich... and you could give me money! Awwwhhh... the joys of money... such wonderful things it can buy.

Friday, May 12, 2006 8:31:00 AM  
Blogger Britney said...

Sarah!

Point of interest, in high school I used to have a recurring pregnant dream. I would always wake up in a cold sweat trying to figure out how on earth I could have gotten pregnant without the neccessary prerequisites for such a thing, saying, "OMG my mother is going to KILL ME!"

I haven't had one in such a long time. I'm glad I'm not pregnant either, for sure... I want tones of kids, just not now.

As for the surrogate mom thing... I'd like to think it would be easy for me to do. I know, just like you, I'd LOVE to be able to provide a family with their own child.
But, when it came down to it I would wanna keep the lil thing. I think... I'm a kid freak though.
Maybe after I have a kid or two of my own, then I'd be ok with being a surrogate? Who's to say?

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:46:00 AM  

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